Monday, June 10, 2013

Leaving

The truck caught my attention as the engine sputtered to a stop.  After some slamming, thumping and other ruckus, Savannah sat on the tail gate rattling a bucket of something that sounded delicious.  Apples was already going to investigate, and I couldn't let her get more than me. 
The metal of the bed was hard and cold on my feet.  Head down, I plowed through the others and sunk my nose deep into the feed.  Chicken scratch.  But I’ll take it.
Even the tailgate slamming didn't deter me from my meal.  But the engine starting, that got my attention.  The ground shifted and rolled beneath me.  I stumbled into Daisy, who was still trying to gulp down the last of the feed in the bucket.  I braced, feeling queasy.  But it wasn't the moving truck that sent a shiver through my hide.  I knew this feeling: uncertainty with a hint of fear.  We were leaving.    
Apples, like me, stuck her nose in the air and peeped though the slats.  We were veterans of leaving.  We both arrived at the farm from different places.  I came from a small horse farm, and I don’t remember where before that.  Apples arrived shortly after me, but we bonded quickly, being of similar stature and the only two without ears.  The others just stood braced, confused, and looking ill. 
The air became foreign with the smells of neighboring fields and homes.  This changed into the scent of exhaust as the truck gained speed.  The wind and the earth roared.  Through the slats in the cattle rack I could see other vehicles moving slowly next to us. 
As I knew it would, the truck eventually slowed and became still and quiet.  I could smell Savannah before we saw her fumbling with the gate to open it.  There were other people, too.  Small ones with strange scents.  Savannah beckoned us to follow her through the human fence of children, giggling and shouting.  There was a gate opening into a fenced enclosure. 
The ground was covered in nasty wood chips, but I soon found rose bushes just within nose reach through the chain link.  There was also a corner of the lot covered in delicious pine needles and a forgotten flower bed with some quickly disappearing mums. 
It was a pleasant lunch after an unsettling trip.
Without notice, the empty lot quickly filled with children.  They were everywhere.  They petted and poked and fed me green stuff and pine needles.  Strange as they were, the children didn't seem to intend me any harm.  I accepted their attention with mild curiosity. 
One of the children tugged on my collar.  It was Timmy, the little boy from home.  He wanted me to go with him.  Normally I would ignore him and go my own way, but Timmy was the only familiar thing in this strange place, so I agreed to follow. 
He led me up and down and around through strange structures.  An entourage of laughing, grinning children surrounded and trailed us.  The adults followed at a distance, holding up and making noises with strange contraptions. 
Every once in a while I saw Apples, Daisy, or Buddy through the crowd of children.  Usually it was Daffodil calling and searching for Daisy, her mother. 
Our entourage gradually diminished in size until it was only Timmy and a little girl.  We had wandered under one of the play structures.  It was cool, relatively quiet, and calm.  Time to lay down.  So I did.  Timmy tugged on my collar, but I ignored him this time.  He shrugged and sat down next to me with his arms around my neck, head resting on my shoulder blade.  Feeling comfortable and secure, I couched up some partially digested grass and chicken scratch and started chewing.  Might as well get some work done while I wait.
As quickly as they came, the children disappeared back into the building.
Savannah came to load us all back into the vehicle.  The others fought her, trying to escape as she latched up the tail gate.  Next followed the usual rumbling chaos of the wind and road. 

When all grew quiet and the tail gate dropped, my muscles relaxed.  The odor of the old chicken coop, the hog pen, and the neighbor burning grass clippings across the road greeted me.  I could hear the screeching of the guinea hens, the annoyed honking of the ganders, and the rolling gobble of Tom.  We were home, and it was instantly as though we had never left.

Evil Guinea

Blood seeped from my lip.  It mixed with tears as I cried and screamed for Mommy to come help me. 
That nasty bird screeched and made another run, but darted back when it was within kicking distance.  I was fixated on its wrinkled blue head and burning eyes.  It stooped to the ground, arching its wing feathers behind.  The screeching was ear piercing and incessant. 
“Mommy!  The guinea bit me!  Mommy, help!”  I bawled.
“Come on Tim, it’s just a guinea.  Kick it, or something,” Mommy shouted from somewhere near, but just out of sight. 
Feathers flashed and filled my field of vision.  The claws and wings beat against my arms as I guarded my face.  I was screaming.
The guinea dropped low and retreated as Mommy rounded the corner, sighing and frustrated.
“That bird is less than half your size.  You have to be tough.  Go after him!” she berated, her arm extended, pointing at the evil guinea. 
I wanted to, but couldn't stop crying.  Sniffling hard, I took a step toward the guinea.  It darted at me again, screeching and brandishing its claws and wings.  Instinctively, I recoiled and screamed.  The guinea laughed at me, menacingly.  I was terrified and shamed all at once.
Mommy leaned over me, pulling my chin up to meet her eyes.  “Timmy, you can’t….  Is that blood?”  
Mommy’s eyes changed from frustration to anger.  I was scared.  
“The guinea bit me!”
“You’re bleeding?  It got you in the face?  Doug!”
“Yeah?” Daddy answered from over by the fire.
“The guinea rooster bit Tim.  He’s bleeding.”
“He’s bleeding?”
Daddy and Mommy were soon standing over me, examining my lip, and suspiciously eyeing the bird.
“I’ll clean him up,” said Daddy.  “Come on Tim.  Mommy will take care of the guinea.”  I followed, tears and snot flowing.  I looked back at Mommy, who was standing, watching the birds.
The warm wash cloth felt good.  Daddy explained that it was only a scratch.  After a kiss on the forehead, he started digging around in the kitchen cabinets and drawers.  Curious as I was about what Daddy was going after, I wondered most about what Mommy was doing outside.
I cracked the back door and peeked out.  Mommy was stalking the guineas.  She trapped the evil one in the corner of the fence.  When she leaned in to grab it, the guinea cackled and flapped up and over her shoulder, getting away.
“Mommy, don’t let the guinea get me!”  I shouted from behind the cover of the door.
Eyes fixed on the bird, she answered, “Timmy, this bird isn't worried about you right now.  He’s worried about me.  He won’t bother you.” 
I ventured out onto the back steps, but still a little fearful, I wrapped my arms around Sophie and rested my head on the big old dog’s sloping back.  Sophie was as interested as I in what Mommy was up to.  We both sat quietly together, watching.
It happened.  Mommy was crouched on the ground.  Feathers fluttered and the guinea squeaked.  When she stood, the bird squirmed and struggled to get free.  It squawked, scolding and unknowing of what was about to happen. 
Mommy’s elbow came up and the bird’s body was making circles in the air around Mommy’s shoulder and arm.  The wings flapped awkwardly when Mommy laid the guinea’s body on the ground.  She stepped on its head and pulled up on the feet.  The headless guinea dangled there from her hand, dripping.
“Mommy!  You pulled its head off!” I gasped.
Mommy came up and looked me in the eye.  She was serious and solemn.
“Timmy, if anyone ever hurts you, you tell me or Daddy.  We will take care of it.” 
“You’ll kill them?”  I asked.
“Not usually, but we will make sure it doesn't happen again.”
“Okay,” I said.  “I want the feathers?  Can I have the feathers?”
Daddy stepped out and handed a knife to Mommy.  “Do you want to use tin foil?” he asked.
“I don’t know.  Maybe,” Mommy responded.  “I was thinking of just propping that old grill grate above the fire and cooking it like that.”
“I can do that.  It will take some rigging up,” he said.
“How about you work on that while I clean the bird?  It will take me about that long.”
“Okay,” Daddy said with a smile.
I watched Mommy hang the bird by the feet from the fence of the hog pen.  June Bug snorted and sniffed with expectation.  Mommy tossed her scraps of bird skin and guts.  Occasionally Mommy handed be bunches of pretty spotted feathers.  The feet were left on “as handles.”

The bird cooked up beautifully on Daddy’s makeshift grill over the campfire.  Even though they fumbled a bit and dropped the bird in the coals once, the meat was so juicy and flavorful we didn't mind.  We picked over that carcass like cavemen, according to Daddy.  Like zombies, according to Mommy.  Like a family, to me.